As I resident, I have to practice delivering bad news to families. Every year, we are sent into a room with fake parents to practice telling them their child has cancer; it's always the same set of actors and a similar story. I never really enjoyed the exercise, but I guess it was helpful. I anticipate having to deliver bad news in the bone marrow unit next year. But this past week has provided more than enough experience in delivering bad news. I think I can safely tell my program director that I don't need any more practice!
With the long term missionaries gone, another visiting doctor and I have been in charge of the pediatric ward, ICU, clinic, nursery, and the new interns. I was hoping things would be calm while everyone was gone, but it has been very busy. Not only have we had sick patients, but we have had more procedures in one week than is typical. I've done 4 paracentesis this week (compared to none in the US), helped the interns with several LP's, intubated one live baby, instructed the interns in how to intubate a baby who died, and placed an IO in one baby and coded or semi-coded several babies. I've told a mother that she's Hepatitis C positive and infected with syphilis, explained to a family that their child with end-stage HIV was not going to survive, and discussed extubating a patient who was likely brain dead with a family who probably didn't understand much of the conversation.
My week went like this:
Day 1 with new interns: Oriented the new interns to peds- which means explaining all the tedious math we do to dose medications and give IV fluids, and introducing them to the foreign world of premature infants in the nursery. I helped an intern do her first lumbar puncture on a pediatric patient. I consulted on a patient outside the ER after the clinic has closed. The clinic intern very diligently obtained an EKG from ICU which means that she set up the leads and did it herself after reading the instructions on the machine! Only lead I was readable, but I thought it was consistent with atrial enlargement. And the patient had a new murmur, which typically means rheumatic heart disease. This was confirmed by echo the next day; he had mitral stenosis.
Day 2: A patient with end stage HIV/AIDS died after lunch. This occured while we were simultaneously trying to do a lumbar puncture on another girl, go to delivery resuscitations, do OB consults, discharge a patient home because his sister just died and his parents needed to leave, and give chemotherapy to the Wilm's tumor patient who had been waiting all morning for his lab results. Needless to say, it was a little crazy and we started afternoon rounds very late. In the evening, I did a paracentesis on the baby with hepatic insufficiency and ascites. Then I found out mom had hepatitis C in addition to syphilis. This patient died later in the week and I had to spend time explaining to the mother then the father the circumstances surrounding his death, which included a lot of 'I think this is what happened' since there are limited diagnostic tests available.
Day 3 on call: I arrived at hospital to find the family practice doctor attempting access on an unresponsive child on the floor. Since we were unsuccessful with IV access, we attempted IO access. The IO's here are the old-fashioned kind where you have to push and grind the needle in. My first attempt I went into soft tissue. My second attempt I went into bone, but the line did not flush. A surgery resident came to help us obtain central access and she repositioned the IO into a better space, but by then fluid was leaking out of the first hole I had created. So we attempted access in the second leg, but an IV had already infiltrated there previously. The IO went into the bone and we used it for 30-45 minutes before the leg swelling worsened. Attempting to bolus fluids here is a challenge because they use the 'drip method' where fluids are hung on a nail and drip in as fast as they can. Squeezing the bag only results in fluid leaking out the needle that has been inserted as a pop-off valve. So I got sprayed more than once while attempting to bolus fluids. Another option is to extract 40-50 ml of fluid at a time and push it in through the line, but this also is very slow and tedious. We 'coded' the child for several hours, but the codes here are often done with less intensity than in the US. This child received lots of fluids, dextrose, code drugs, antibiotics, etc. But the surgery resident was placing a central subclavian line as the patient was becoming bradycardic. So my compressions were one- handed under the sterile dressing. We had two new interns observing and multiple other curious nurses peeking in through the door, while all of us were working in a space the size of a large closet. The patient made it through the day but coded again overnight. We had already decided that given her underlying hydrocephalus and newly placed VP shunt, we were not going to intubate her. So she died and I had to deliver more bad news to this family.
The rest of the morning consisted of rounding on very stable patients and sending them home, then finding several very sick ICU-worthy patients who were on the floor because there was no room in ICU, and attempting to improve their management without a true diagnosis. One of them actually did get better with the management I suggested for his hepatic encephalopathy, but we diagnosed hepatitis B and had to discuss this new chronic illness with his family. And since he likely acquired it perinatally, we had to suggest the parents also get tested.
Day 4, postcall, was no different. There were more critically ill patients. We were called during lunch to assess a patient with respiratory arrest in casualty. I attempted to intubate but was only successful in passing a 3.0 tube, not the 4.0 tube required for the patient's size. The surgery resident who assisted with the IO came to assist with the intubation. While this was all going on during lunch, I was supposed to be giving a lecture to the interns. So I missed lunch, showed up 20 minutes late to the lecture, then went back to ICU to set the ventilator for this patient who had been intubated and bagged in casualty. The patient's story was very strange; he had been sick with TB or pneumonia-like symptoms for a while, but then was getting better. He was running and playing the morning of presentation when he suddenly cried out in pain and had a change in mental status. His lumbar puncture was very bloody with high protein count and we were potentially thinking TB meningitis. But his story was more consistent with an intracranial bleed, although he had no known risk factors and there is no imaging study available to diagnose it. Although we ventilated him overnight, he did not improve; he was unresponsive to any stimulation and had fixed and dilated pupils. So I spent a long time on Day 5 discussing the prognosis with the family and the fact that he was probably already brain dead but we were keeping him alive with the ventilator. They agreed to extubate him. The only request they had was that a photograph be taken of him. He was two years old and they did not have any pictures to remember him by. There was no available hospital staff with a camera so I took the family picture. The mother did not want to hold the child because she was fearful, so the father held him. Unfortunately, soon after we extubated him, he stopped breathing and died. We were able to allow the interns to practice intubating him, since it's a skill they'll need to learn if the rest of their rotation is anything like this week.
Days 6 and 7: I was on call this weekend and we were very busy. Saturday, we saw several patients in casualty with enlarged hearts. One had heart failure from rheumatic heart disease; he had the largest heart on CXR that I have ever seen- it filled the entire chest and there was barely room for lung tissue. We did a paracentesis to relieve some of the pressure from his ascites and gave him some lasix but did not admit him because there was really not much else we could do for his heart failure. We suggested that he go on hospice. Rheumatic heart disease is killing so many children here, it is unbelievable. Another child had an enlarged heart likely due to high output cardiac failure from severe anemia. Another child had a cyanotic congenital heart lesion and was still doing well unrepaired at age 6-7! His clubbing of the nails and fingers was more severe than any I've seen. He was stable enough not to admit, though.
There were several deaths in the NICU including one VLBW micropremie, HIV exposed. Unfortunately, this mother has had multiple OB complications and many of her children have died. I felt so bad for her. But as I called the chaplain to talk with her after her baby's death, I also asked the chaplain to talk with the mother of the other micropremie who has been unstable. The second mother accepted Christ after talking with the chaplain. We transferred one baby to ICU who was in respiratory failure but the mother did not have enough money to intubate the child and ventilate him, so the child died. His heart stopped, he was not breathing, he was cool, and he had no pulse. After having the conversation with the mother about whether or not to ventilate him, I had to tell her that he had died. I left to go finish rounds and the nurse called me 20 minutes later to say that the patient was breathing again and had a heart rate! They were about to take him to the morgue when they noticed! I can only say that it was a miracle. I am treating him for pneumonia, but he is HIV exposed and I do not have his HIV PCR results to know if he is positive or negative. So he could have some opportunistic infection that I am not adequately treating. But at the moment, he is doing well. All I can say is that for many of these children, they get better in spite of my limited knowledge and ability and the limited resources here- there are definitely miracles happening.
Amongst a week of craziness, I laughed when I saw a Masai father on the wards with his long earlobes slung over his upper ears. It made me think of the children's song
'Do your ears hang low? Do they wobble to and fro? Can you tie them in a knot? Can you tie them in a bow? Can you throw them o'er your shoulder Like a Continental Soldier? Do your ears hang low?'
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| The family who requested a photo of their son. |
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| The one month old with massive abdominal ascites, hepatosplenomegaly, exposed to syphilis and hepatitis C who later died. |